gosh, some things are just whack! SERIOUSLY WHACK! Once again my awesomely-awesome cellphone has decided to go off the deep end and NOT WORK PROPERLY! oh yeah.... no more sending pics to the com or recieving anything from the com... till it decides to love me again =[ arrrggghhhh.
so what's new/old? hm... new drama trainer today. oh yeah.... this chick with pink hair and a wicked sense of style... kinda labeled her though. =P sorry. we did some drama things which we totally fun and then came this...
DUN DUN DUN this will kinda be like an OFFICIAL dare to all you YOU! oh yeah... i dare you, to spend your recess sitting and eating all alone in the canteen. by yourself. the whole time! and just, deal with the pearls being thrown at you.. and the weird "what happened to their friend" stare. oh yeah...
I DARE YOU TO DO THAT!!!! she dared us to do it tomorrow.. and well... talk about it the next session. frankly... i don't want to. i've always had friends. i don't even like to wait by myself for something. it freaks me out! AHHHH!!!! well lets just see if i can do this. apparently it's really good. there was this one thing where we had to write down our deepest fears on paper and someone else would read it out. of course it was picked from a bag so you wouldn't know whose was whose... well.... mine was: "I'm afraid that no matter how hard i try, or how smart i am, that i'll never be able to earn a living or have a place to stay, or have enough money to survive. I just don't want to fail at life." Mars read mine out... but she doesn't know that....yet anyways. everyone went like "Damn, that's deep!" well i dunno... but it scares me to think of it... i always get scared of that... gosh... |