"You're so hypnotising
You've got me laughing when i sing.
You've got me smiling in my sleep
I can see this unravelling, your love is where i'm falling"
(So please just catch me....)
-'Catch me' Demi Lovato
That's me...
It's Alyaa.
Or just call me ALY
I've been breathing for 15 years, slightly more. getting to 16
There's not much to know about me
I love youtube more than any tv channel.
ShaneDawsonTV, AmazingPhil and RayWilliamJohnson make up most of my viewing.
I have a little obsession with socks right now
the cute and colorful type with tiny pictures and patterns on them.
That's probably all you need to know..
WHYdoesMYlifeSUCK
Saturday, May 30, 2009
ok, my mom freaked...bad I can't do anything anymore... no friends, no fun, no tv.. and probably no computer too. gosh
that means i can't do M.A.T.E.. yet.... not till i figure something out. hm.... *thinks* help....??
oh and if you haven't already realized... i can't go to TEDS anymore...
penisbreath....
Aly♥ spoke on...2:20 PM
if fat is ugly, what is this??
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
i've never felt so disgusted in my life.
people in this worls go on an on that being too fat is disgusting and ugly. that it kills you. well i does but not as fast as being too thin. like those dickshits that are all into pro-ana and pro-mia? gosh...i never thought watching Oprah would make me wanna puke.
not in a bulimic way! in a gosh-that's-disgusing way.
i didn't think there was a whole society of people with eating disorders. People that are actually killing themselves to be so thin. it's not normal.
thank god i got fats and flabs here and there. at least my thighs can giggle at times.
oh and if u wanna know why i was looking this up?
well...i watched oprah and it was this thing abt pro-ana and pro-mia chicks who think that being a virtual skeleton is .... *cough*sexy. umm...ew? and that they were influenced by websites they saw about other girls like that. at the end oprah was like "look up these websites and you might just be shocked with what you see."
so i was like "ok...i will look it up." and gosh...i also wanted to stab myself with a pen.
Aly♥ spoke on...7:25 PM
Monday, May 25, 2009
looks like my parents aren't all bullcracks about my results
.....yet.....
so i just gotta play safe. for now. Be nice...do my chores. Act all innocent.
you know what i want now? more cash. it feels like i never have enough i don't ever wanna part with my birthday money ever. i just wanna keep it in my little blue safe... or save it in the bank.
gosh i love intrest.
i feel kinda money-faced. ugh
that's something i gotta change about myself.
Aly♥ spoke on...9:10 PM
GIMMEyourMONEY
Friday, May 22, 2009
SHOPSHOPSHOPSHOPSHOPSHOPSHOPSHOPSHOP!
yeah i totally spent my mom cash today. We actually went shopping cause we all needed toget the clothes for Sunday.
gosh. it's sounds like i'm talking about church or something. well i'm NOT.
We're taking a new family portrait on Sunday So....NEW CLOTHES! yeahya!
my mom wanted me to get a dress... ew...a dress? i don't do dresses. they're weird to me...really weird. But i got one anyways to make her happy. it's still weird though.
and i got some shorts, another dress - which kinda looks like a long T so i like it a top and some capris - which were awesome!
hahhh... but that's it. i wanted shoes too. but of course i can't get shoes. cause i have shoes. gosh.... :(
now i just gotta wait for Sunday... or tomorrow morning since i'm going for NYDS tmmr. wish me luck. hope i don't die there. ughhhhhh.....
Aly♥ spoke on...6:40 PM
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
oh and there's the thing.
I might be going to NYDS this Sat. or maybe it's called TEDS now gosh i'm scared. too scared. i have a feeling that i'll get a nose bleed. or shit in my pants or just pass out.
but i know i won't do any of the crap.
cause i just won't,
gosh....i need HELP!
Aly♥ spoke on...5:53 PM
panda bags
i failed everything...well almost. I didn't fail Malay paper 1-not really amazing since it's paper 1 and English but th rest is most likely a fail. which means i can get retained! *gasps*
gotta get a tutor gotta study revise revise revise! help...
p.s. don't tell my mom
Aly♥ spoke on...5:50 PM
CupcakesAndCandles
Monday, May 18, 2009
i love my awesomely fantastic friends. They rock.
A-math sucked today. So bad. I opened the paper did a few questions and then
WHAM
logarithm.... holy eagle bullocks. i forgot to study logarithm. oh crap. i acutally know i'm gonna fail.
But the good part?
Teesh, Mars, Hid and Aini got this muffin and a candle and started singing! AWESOME! and everyone else started singing. I actually thought i wanted to cry. but i can't. Hah
Feerawr got my a necklace and this really nice perfume. I love the one she got me last year. and well...maybe that's how she'll go. perfume!!! :P i feel awesome. too awesome. but there's still exams to screw over my mood. FnN...FnN...FnN last paper. then...
FREEDOM!!!!
Las Vegas!
Oh yeah...
FREEDOM!!!
Las Vegas!
haha...that's a song..
but yeah...Freedom!
it's Miguels' Day tmmr... Happy birthday in advance dude! i know you read blogs sometime. so hopefully u read this.
Aly♥ spoke on...2:18 PM
birthday birthday birthday maddness!
Sunday, May 17, 2009
celebrated my um..."comming of age" today.
Hah...comming of age, huh?
Well i'm 15 tomorrow! so lets me be happy!
got this chocolate cake at bakerzin.
And get this.
It actually said "happy birthday" when my mom bought it. Like they knew...they just knew
i got freakin $100 from my grammy and aunt!
now i get to buy things!
YEAHHHHH!!!!
And that's what left after everyone took a wonderful piece....
except my mom...
Y day....
awesome huh..
it still kinda makes sense.
Y day...
well...that's it.
Still gotta worry about A-math now.
STRESSASTRESSATRESS!
Aly♥ spoke on...4:13 PM
fuck my life
Thursday, May 14, 2009
watch this>>> and love it.
Aly♥ spoke on...6:28 PM
die....X(
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
i hate math... i'm gonna fail the E-math paper. Screw it.
ugh...my hands hurt too.....
and i have physics, chem and geog tmmr! AHHH how am i supposed to study all that in one day?! especially that physics...gosh
good luck to everyone who needs it. If you don't.... just go away!
xoxo blu bangs
Aly♥ spoke on...2:18 PM
Money
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
funny how i'm the girl who always has money...
when now i don't have any..
no allowance,
no extra cash(to spend),
just how awesome.
lets just hope i can get my allowance
tomorrow....
Aly♥ spoke on...2:04 PM
PartyPeople!
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Happy 17th Birthday Richo!
Sorry i don't have a pic to put up :P
ur party was awesome...really was.
Haha...
Wiahed i could've stayed longer.
wasted my freakin time playing
tap tap revolution!
:D
love that game.
the dudes were caught up with soccer
so i talked to Mars on the phone..
still good though.
Too bad i like didn't eat anything.
Amazing i didn't get hungry.
just took like 2 satays
and BOOM
my dad called.
hate that they're alwasy early.
got hit on the head with balls too.
that sucked.
Nabil needs to work on his aim.
I got hit like 3 times!
it really hurt too....
crappers.
Aly♥ spoke on...3:03 PM
BleachedBlondies-yay Phil
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
I love this Vid.
YAY! go watch it and love it too!
:D
now...in proper news...
oh gosh...that was weird.
well, exams tmmr.
that means brain popping starts!
oh crappers.
Good luck to you dudes and dudettes out there.
Lets' all NOT fail this time!
:D
ooo...
wanna see how bored i was today?
yeah...i was bored during English.
That i ended up drawing on Nabils' arm...
or well writing.
check it out:
Awesome huh? well now you know how bored i get.
well he said he likes the feeling of a pen on his skin. weird...yeah but hey...that's my friends!
Aly♥ spoke on...8:22 PM
Domanatrix
Monday, May 4, 2009
life is just so inviting. It blows you all kinds of crap to deal with. Things that scared you and make you helpless Then you get so caught up cause you're totally scared and don't know what to do. But then...
BOOM
Lovely people come in and solve it. Just like that. Kinda makes you wanna say. "F**k...wish i thought of that." but you don't. you don't even think of thinking of saying it until like 2 hours after the whole thing cause you're too busy feeling awesome that the problem is solved! YAY jelly doughnut time!
gosh...no!
but seriously. There were these iditotic, loser stalker dudes who wouldn't stop calling and texting me-creepy dude! so i got freaked. really freaked cause i didn't wanna talk to them and the douche kept insisting that he'd make me his friend
uh......ew? like i wanna be that stupid and loser-ish.
so when the Google-Douche called in class today. Mars picked up. And told him some shit. She got irritated though...who wouldn't talking to some moron like him? so she passed the phone to Nabil. guess what he did?
Nabil: *takes the phone* uh....i dunno what to say! *passes it to Wera*
awesome dude...just awesome but Wera really blew everyone away. he said all kinds of crap! Everyone was laughing...i wonder how the douche reacted?
then Fiona got it - uh...random much? and she also said some crap.
Guess who spoiled it? Ms Low...yeah awesome teach. she came in so we hung up. just awesome.
geez... but they fixed it...kinda. and gave me a good laugh! HAHA! But i guess Adah kinda fixed it really.
She actually called and threw them way off... and they're not doing it anymore. YAY MOMMIE! gosh! she really is like a mom. YAY ADAH!
Aly♥ spoke on...6:23 PM
GAHHH
Sunday, May 3, 2009
i want a chocolate covered pretzel on a stick.
a big one
with blueberries
weird.
i dunno why i'm typing like this.
or why i said that.
but i like i.
so...
it's Monday tmmr.
dooms day.
Thurday and we have exams.
crappers.
it's so tough.
i don't want A-math on my birthday...
moms getting me a new wallet!
yay...the fabulous guess one i wanted.
holy monkey biscuits! my dad just walked in and handed me a bag... guess what's inside? 7 pounds Dvd...awesome!
not exactly the movie i wanted...and i just watched it yesterday.
but still awesome.
I wanted Eagle Eye.... :P
or some awesome horror movie...
but it's still good!
the cover is boring...
but it's awesome.
just watch it.
Aly♥ spoke on...2:34 PM
ScreamingKids
Friday, May 1, 2009
my brother has his friends over... amazing huh? I never knew he had real friends...he's just weird. But he is loveable. I guess that's why.
One of his friends... his 10-year old friend... just said i was hot.
i don't think he knows i heard it. but 10-year old kids talk real loud. I can hear my brother saying "Monopoly is hard to play!" and his friend going "No! It's fun la!"
gosh...
so later my moms friends are comming over for their BBQ thingy. And tmmr she's got some other friends comming over for dinner. Awesome. more work for me later on. Always gotta help mom clean up.